Hello all - long
time, no blog!! I am typing one handed, so please excuse any and all
typos.
I am three weeks
post op and life is interesting and full of surprises and challenges.
2 Corinthians 12:9 (NIV) But he said to
me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in
weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so
that Christ’s power may rest on me.
Do you want to talk about weak? We are all weak in one way or another, and I wonder how many times we do not want to admit our weaknesses. During my OT, my therapist, Allison, kept telling me “you got this; I know you can do it!” She was my cheerleader, she pushed me and challenged me and God is doing the same thing! This entire journey He has been telling me “you got this; I know you can do this!” Do you want to know a secret? He knows I can do it because He has my back. His power is resting on me through my weaknesses as long as I trust in Him and lean on Him.
At church
yesterday, Brother Ken kept telling us that we are all uniquely made. I can’t
remember what verse he used (one of the problems with brain surgery), but he is
right. Could you imagine two of you running around? I would not want two of me
running around – I talk too much by myself, I would hate for two of me to be
talking peoples ears off. From what I understood, part of us being uniquely
made is that we are all given unique gifts. We all like gifts and we all have
one that is specifically for us and nobody else.
During this
brain surgery journey some have talked about how positive I am. Now, I have no
idea what my gift is and I definitely don’t know if being positive is a gift or
not, but it has helped others. This makes me wonder that if every one of us
just once a day bit our tongue and said something positive instead of that
negative thing that popped up could we change our world? Our life? The life of
the person you are talking to? Your church? It is so easy to be negative, but
sometimes we have to think about being positive; don’t you wish it were the
other way around? What if when we are on Facebook we shared the positive things
and not all the negative? What if we shared the prayer requests instead of the
gossip? What if we shared God instead of the world?
Thanks you so much for your witness throughout this journey and especially todays comments. You open your thoughts & your heart to us and help us to be better people. God can do that with each of is if we just pen our heart & ears to him. I must admit there are days I haven't "walked the walk". Thank you for encouraging us to stay on the path.
ReplyDeleteDebbie, I try to remember to walk the walk, but it is definitely hard. There are days I want to scream, but I'm afraid of giving in to that. I'm afraid that if I let myself grieve for what I've lost that I won't get back up. We can only try every day and when we stumble get back up and try again. Erin
DeleteI think being positive is definitely one of your gift, but you have many more!!! I love you!
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