Over the past two years I have been learning things and
challenging myself. I was invited by a
woman I knew from high school to give obstacle course racing a try. I gave her my excuses why my physical
limitations would not allow it. Her
response was to show me adaptive athletes who were doing it!
Even though I still thought it was crazy I started to
pray about it. I talked to my doctors
and got the ok; with one condition, I have to wear a helmet. I talked to Mike a lot and he told me he
thought I could do it. I prayed some
more and finally said yes.
After I agreed and registered I fell and hurt my knee
that required surgery. I used this as an
excuse to not exercise and get ready.
But total strangers showed up to help me anyway. When I say help I really mean that I did the
walking, but felt they did the pushing and pulling to get me over those
obstacles. Due to pain I had to stop,
but I was on a high for months.
I am in a FB group with all of these incredible and crazy
people.
These people have taught me so
much about life. They face obstacles
head first on and off the course. I’ve
seen pictures of their kids joining in the workouts. It amazes me how they have time for family,
exercising, and racing, but it seems like they do it seamlessly. I have learned from them to try and stop
trash talking myself. I have learned
that you can change at any stage of life and get healthier.
For trash talking I have prayed – a lot. I want to see me the way God sees me and not
how the world says a woman should look. I
believe in prayer and believe these prayers are helping, but I have a long way
to go.
Over the past year I have worked on getting stronger and
feel like I have. I left out one major
aspect and that was changing the way I eat to more nutritious options. So this year I am going to work on getting
stronger and eating wonderfully delicious healthy meals and losing weight. For the first time my doctor said my weight
is a concern and she is worried I may have diabetes.
Over the past two years I have learned to pray about
things I thought were insignificant. I
have learned to grit my teeth and call on Jesus while doing squats to help me
push even though I’m tired. I’ve learned
through Bible study to run my race. I
know this verse is talking about something different, but I have read it so
many times:
Hebrews 12:1-3 (NIV)
Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a
great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin
that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race
marked out for us, 2 fixing
our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy
set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down
at the right hand of the throne of God. 3 Consider him who endured such opposition from
sinners, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.
I have been doing different Bible studies about perseverance,
trusting in God, and so much more. It
may sound crazy, but obstacle course racing is strengthening my relationship
with God.
I can’t wait to see what changes come over the following
year. Not just physically, but more importantly,
spiritually!!